Saturday, October 04, 2008

Photohunt : Sad

since i am kinda emo about something at the moment ....... i guess this week's theme is not hard for me to describe my feelings.... but this is a photohunt, and there are no pictures that can describe my feeling and emo-ness and what the emo is all about....

so as for this week, this is the picture that i took to interpret my "sad"




that's a picture of a picture of my most beloved dog, Monnie who pass away many many years ago (around 7years). That's the only 2 pictures I have of her.. and I would cry my heart out if I ever to lose them and that's the reason i decide to frame them on my wacom tablet which i know i wouldn't have a chance to misplace or lose it. Monnie is my companion back when I was in my high school and is the only dog that I am closest with. I remember spending hours on the phone back then and she will quietly sneak up beside me and just lay beside me so that I could stroke her...and if i don't, she will run and lose her break and bang right into me (that's her way of getting my attention while I am sleeping on the floor chatting on the phone) so that I play with her. 

So when she became sick and weak and when the doctor advice me to put her to sleep so that she wouldn't feel so much pain, that was the saddest day of my life so far. I cried so hard at the clinic all the way back to my house and couldn't stop crying for a few days...... I hope I did the right thing by letting her go as I do not want her to suffer, but at the same time, I am angry of myself for letting her go that way..... 

I will always miss and love her dearly. May she rest in peace .......







10 comments:

lollipop said...

*hugs

Huey said...

Ah I can totally understand this. When my 2 other dogs died I cried like nobody's business at the vet's place too. Especially the one who died at extremely young age of an unknown sudden disease. Wa I think everyone was looking at me not knowing what to do. lol. But my friend told me there is a dog heaven. So OK la I think I'll see her some time... if I ever go to the heaven, that is. >.<

Satkuru said...

your description is so detailed, that i myself could sense the sadness that you gone thru :(

as for what you are going thru now, hope you cheer up and look out for brighter days ahead of you :)

e-leen said...

lollipop: thanks! *hugs back*

huey: wish n pray that she's in heaven. Hope i'll see her there too when my time comes.. hehehe

satkuru: thanks sat.

ancient one said...

This week's theme is too hard for me...(too depressing!) I'm sad enough to last a long time...so sorry for the loss of your dog.

Kathy C. said...

Pets are precious to our hearts and no matter how much time goes by we still miss them when they are gone.
Blessings.

earthlingorgeous said...

Don't beat yourself over the incident. Things happen for a reason. Hope you feel better too. Hugs.

H e n r i c k said...

I can feel the sad here too. She's so cute and I believe she's now in heaven, watching over you everyday. :)

Mrs Mecomber said...

Losing someone so dear is very sad. Don't be so sad, though. ((hugs))

I did Photo Hunters today, too. I hope you get a chance to visit and post your link.
http://newyorktraveler.net/photo-hunters-sad/

mimi11460 said...

That's so sad..I understand because when our two dogs fought and wounded each other severely I felt sad, but I'm thankful because they recover.