stress release

I've been emo-ing a lot lately......

due to stress and other stuffs that i am dealing with at the moment....

and furthermore, my animation is still a mess!

and because of that, I've been very stressful lately ....

and also I've lost my appetite for food. although I am hungry every hour i just don't feel like eating ... and whenever i eat any food, i feel like throwing up....

NO I AM NOT PREGNANT!

But today, I have something to comfort me and take all my stress and emo-ness away...

YES!! JCO DONUTS!!!!

They are my life saver! My cure! 

They say sweet things takes the blue away.... yea they definitely did. 

I was craving for them for more than a month...... and thanks to my housemate who went to Pavillion today, she helped to get me a dozen!

A DOZEN!!!!

12 donuts!

These donuts are my supper, my midnight-early morning supper, my breakfast and if possible it will last me till tea time tomorrow. ahahahha 

After taking 3 of it 10mins ago.... now i feel like puking.... what is wrong with me???

Oh btw, Spain just won 4-1!!! David Villa score a hattrick 

3G iFon

It is only price at USD199 for the 8gb and the 16gb 3G iPhone is at USD299!!!! 

image from engadget.com

After conversion to Malaysian Ringgit, it is roughly around RM650 (my prediction is it might be around RM669 or RM699 if it ever arrive here)

IT'S CHEAPER THAN SONY ERICSSON, NOKIA's 3G phones!! 

iPhone is coming to Malaysia for real????

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Sadly iPhone is not coming to our shore yet. 

AIYYOOOOOOOO

but it is going to be available in Singapore and Philippine (the nearest countries) and many other African countries (eg: Kenya, Niger, South Africa) ..... and the list goes on.....

It is going to be in 70 countries in a few months time.... and Malaysia is NOT even one of the 70 countries~~~ 

WTH!!!!

take a look at the map below...... 

image from engadget.com. 

See?? Malaysia is not highlighted and we are losing out to some countries?

SuPER SAD!!!

-.-

image from apple.com

image from apple.com

These are the 2 new colours: Black and White. One for him and one for her :P

(btw, the back is made of plastic)

so when is it coming to MA-LAY-SIA??? 

tak tau.... but i hope it is SOOON

assignment updates for Year 1 Semester 2

e-mag : Artists' Brushes by ~gummyleen on deviantART

that's the cover of my e-magazine that i am kinda satisfied. vector art is not what i am good at, but well... i am learning. I love vector arts but i am not good at it. Guess I will need to do more vector during the break and hopefully i will improve.

ah... i have so many things i want to learn ... so many things i want to do......

oh btw, my shu uemura design if kind of done... but i have not yet finalise which colour scheme  i am going to send in yet. The organiser ask me to submit all my versions to them and let them decide... but i do not want to do that.. maybe i will submit 2 colour scheme...

i will post it up here soon. so at the moment, please be patient.

btw below is another work in progress (WIP). It is Shan Shan again... but this time he's with his little brother. 

Brothers WIP2 by ~gummyleen on deviantART

Go to my Deviant page if u want to comment on the drawings.  Thanks

that's for today......

one picture

one picture .... silence me forever.....

it the heart was ripped apart... 

just like the drawing below

..... no matter how hard i try to stick it on my wall... it will fall off.....

to end my agony, it was torn apart.... thrown away...

it hurts.... but it will heal...

It hurts

it hurts and it aches when I'm ignore by the person I try to care about ....

it hurts me when people judge me by the friends i have, 

it hurts me badly when they think of me as the person i am not

it hurts me deeply too when i say those angry words to u

it hurts ... even when i try not to think about it......

Life is cruel, 

Life is like a roller coaster ride,

Life is ........ LIFE......

No matter how cruel and how badly wounded I am, this is my life. The life that God has chosen for me to live. For all the pain that I am going through, I know He's telling me something....

Scary Cinderella(s)

stole one picture from my friend Sherlyn from yesterday's photoshoot at uni's photo lab....

Original

We are going insane because of all the assignments

After some master strokes by Eileen in Photoshop ... this is the result......

this is what will happen to us in 2 weeks time from animation assignment stress

A sneak peek

a sneak peek of what i am doing at the moment.....

(all my un-finish assignment)

Screen design

e-magazine cover (1/4 view of the whole cover)

(finish and done but has not submit yet) will reveal the whole cover once i am done with the presentation

Animation

a speed painting of Hang Jebat

animated trailer (THIS IS THE MOST HELLISH Assignment)

digital imaging

Name: Goddess of Natural Disaster

this is my 8th version, the FINAL version for my 3rd concept for my final assignment for digital imaging... journal is still undone...

gosh i still have 5 assignments due in 2 weeks.. how am i going to finish everything... i am DOOOM!!!

Imaginary Friends at Kinokuniya

disappointed....

Artgerm wasn't there... kunkka wasn't there... Kai wasn't there.....hideki wasn't there....

sigh.....

BUT

the other artists who were there are all super nice. They apologise a lot of times for Artgerm's absence and talk to us like friends. They were really, really nice. Great artists like them are actually spending most of their time they have in Malaysia talking and chatting with student-artist-who-wanna-be-like-them. They are very generous in sharing their experience and giving us words of wisdom and advice. Aren't they nice? 

VERY!

I was (i think) the most quiet among the lot when all of us were sitting down around the coffee tables at Kinokuniya. I heard them talking bout Zemotion over the other table with Zid and about future CF event while on the other table 2 of my friends are happily talking to the Indonesian artist (garang76, chester and garrie) about art and painting of cos. Garang76 was extremely friendly and even trying to convert what he say to english so i can join in the conversation. He even gave us his name card. He also told us that Artgerm couldn't make it here because he had a tooth ache, and both Kunkka and Kai has some problems to deal with ... so they couldn't make it as well.....

The funny part is.. when we decide to end the chatting session, everyone keep apologizing to me for Artgerm's absence (again) because my friend told them that I am so disappointed and that I am a HUGE/BIG fan of Artgerm's work. It's really funny.

I took a picture with the whole gang and i will post it up once i get the pics from my friend. 

Me with the Imaginary Friends from IFS

i left KLCC with a smile... not because of the apologies but BECAUSE THEY ARE SO FRIENDLY AND NICE PEOPLE TO TALK AND MEET UP WITH! 

Maybe next time i will get my chance to meet Artgerm and the rest of the whole IFS peeps again...

**I had a dejavu today...