handsome-ness!!

Saw this handsome over at Juice KL's facebook wall pictures. I am sooo in love with it. I know... probably you might have think I am going nuts in love with this guy-ish sneakers right? but well, no one say a girl can't like or wear a guy's pair of shoes. :P

Most importantly its the combination of JackPurcell + Product(Red)+ CLOT! I'm sooooooooo tempted to get this pair man which I think will probably cost me a fortune! :(

Let's hope Edison Chen drop by my humble blog by chance, read this and decide to give me a discount :D ahahahha

Happy Easter everyone!!

My First Interview

Okay... it is not my first work interview but definitely my first work interview for this year and my second interview in this creative industry. This interview is actually part of my class assignment where we will be assessed by the industry guest as well as the lecturer.

I was really nervously-excited over this golden opportunity to be interview by one of the most prestigious agency in this country and not to mention the interviewer happens to be someone who is well respected and super duper experience. So because I was nervous and excited at the same time, I didn't really sleep well the night before so yea...I guess I sort of screw up a bit here and there during the interview.

She asked me questions which I was not prepared for ... and for all the questions that I've prepared and ready for, was not even asked. So imagine ... eileen on her not-enough-sleep state talking.... you will know if you can picture it...My brain wasn't functioning at the speed it is supposed to be and worst of all, I forgot to give her my name card which I spend nearly an hour at the print shop just to get the printing alignment right (not to mention the amount of money there) and I also forgot the common manners of shaking her hands after the interview. sigh :( So yea..I really have no idea how well I did in the interview. Now that I think back, I think I could have done much better.... but well lets hope she keeps me in view.

But at least she likes my CV and some of my designs from my portfolio. Maybe I should take comfort in that and strive to be better in my next interview. Hopefully there will be other new opportunities coming knocking on my door soon ...... *fingers crossed*

the front cover of my CV

the content design layout for my CV

My Lamborghino

After 4-5 days of intense vectoring, finally i've completed the design for the competition......

Front side view

Back side view

Front view

Back view

Top view

I kinda feel i've gayified the car but well....almost 5 days of hardwork there and not to mention the sleepless nights....

My last tin of happiness from home

My last tin of happiness from home for this semester .....

They are definitely my most favourite Chinese New Year delicacy. Now I'll have to wait till next year to enjoy them again :(

Where have I been?

I went missing. Yes. I went missing for a while didn't I? Very sorry to those of you who have miss me and my blogs.

So updates?

I am actually lost at words of what to blog about as there have been so many things happening lately. Everything is just happening so fast...one minute I was emo-ing right before Chinese New Year and the next, I am back in Cyberjaya after 3 months of holiday and currently on my 3rd week of the semester already. Sigh. Time flies. 

I am now on my last semester of my second degree which means it is now my 4th year staying in KL. It is really mysterious how fast time flies. Anyway, do expect more emo post from me in the next 3 months ok? I know I will be all stress up by next month and when it comes to May ... I guess I will be at the brink of dying from stress and pressure and endless sleepless nights because of my final project and not to mention the BIG occasion my family will be having this coming end of May! Will keep you posted by May :D

Lots of things to post and update you. First and foremost the most recent one, 

I GOT MYSELF A CARTILAGE PIERCING!!

this is definitely not the piercing I plan to get (I have still yet to get the piercing i've always wanted yet). I got it 'cos it was a dare to a friend. hehe

hair is still almost the same style and length (maybe a little longer) ....

got a new natural double eyelid that makes my eyes looks retarded now :(

the eye on the right is the one with the new double eyelid. a new line appear on top of the older line (which vanished away) and now it makes my eye looks smaller on one side

tried baseball batting for the first time with my classmates at 1Utama

So yea.. basically that are the updates i have for now. 

When New Year Doesn't Feel Like It

For the pass 3 months, I've been in and out of this hospital. When it was christmas, they have the Christmas decorations on, when it was near Chinese New Year, of course they have the decorations on too.

But somehow, being at the hospital itself doesn't give me the feeling of celebration nor the joy of the season. It aches my heart to see patients after patients on their respective bed with drips connected to their veins through a needle... and I wonder what if I am in their place, will I be able to endure the pain through all the constant needle pricks? Will I ever have the courage to look at myself in the mirror when I am bald?

Someone asked me why have I look so haggard lately. I have no idea how do I answer them. Indeed, I am very tired of everything. From dealing with housework to working freelance on some project to get a side income for me to spend during my last semester which will be starting soon in just less than 20 days time and to helping out my aunt with the baking and to some house chores. Then my family made a remark recently that I don't pay attention to them when they are talking to me. It is not that I don't want to, it is because my brain is constantly thinking and working that I can't help it at times it just switches to something else or it just switches off and I have no idea what's going on. It is like I am tune to another FM wave all of a sudden without me knowing it - in short, I am really exhausted - mentally and physically. I feel like I am slowing burying myself in a mining land full of dynamites...

I know 2010 is going to be great, but will I get through it feeling fabulous and joy?

I will if I constantly believe I will. So I know I will - 2010 is going to be fabulous! (pardon me, i have to always remind myself about this)  After all, I am an OX.  Oxen works hard and will endure all hardship coming his/her way!

Luck and Blessing Needed

I've just recently accepted a quite a long term freelance projects and seriously need your help in praying and blessing me with lots of luck, endurance, patience and creativity. 

It is gonna be really taxing (energy and sleep wise and creativity) as i am also working on my final degree project.....

So wish me luck, health and whatever that I will need. Bless Me! 

Thaipusam 2010

*Warning. Some pictures might be disturbing to some *

My second year visit to Penang's Thaipusam celebration

The above 3 pictures was taken while I was stuck in the traffic jam while on my way to the printer's shop to collect something on my client's behalf. Definitely a good day for me as I get to take some shoots despite being stuck in a jam and thank God, I have my slr is with me :D

I am still thinking should i submit my pictures for competition as I still think my previous year  pictures are much much more nicer than this year's. What do you think? As for my last year's pictures, click here